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Through silvered mist and velvet gloom, two decades and an illustrious bloom. Beneath the Mighty Cross of a Sacred Rite, we waltz within the dying light. The world without may rot inviting finality of time's decay, in shades of ash and iron gray, crumbling towers- even hallowed halls- succumb to time’s relentless calls. But here, where shadows deeply lean, your hand in mine remains serene. John, my heart's eternal flame, I still whisper out your sacred name.  You have been my shield against the storm, the hearth that keeps my spirit warm. When foundations cracked and skies grew cold, our bond turned dross to heavy gold. Through every gale and chaotic tide, with quiet strength, we’ve walked beside. While empires fell and forests burning embers sighed, our love—a purple rose that never died. For twenty-five, we’ve defied the night, thriving in our own dark light. Though all should turn to dust and bone, I stand with you, and you alone. A quarter-century, etched in stone: The grea...

We Love You, But We Love Us More...Let Us Go

The tea is steeped in heavy silences, in the kitchen where the shadows lean, false narratives held the porcelain like a fortress wall, a gatekeeper to all that might have been. Lies have woven the threads of old, familiar stories, of safety found within its narrow sight, while we are tracing maps of desert mesas, and chasing down a different kind of light. For years, the echoes of a stolen history were muffled by the tales chosen carefully to tell, a father cast in ink of false descriptions, a truth locked deep within a silent cell. But blood has a rhythm that refuses silence, and roots can stretch beneath the shifting sand; We’ve found the man painted as a phantom, and we are reaching for his weathered hand. The Land of Enchantment calls across the distance, with turquoise skies and peaks of dusty red, away from every doubt planted here, and every hollow word that was said. You clutch the hem of seasons fast departing, afraid of what the open air might do. But we are breathing in the ...

A Love Manifesto to the Masses

If you’re waiting for life to award you a prize, A "Happiness Trophy" for opening your eyes, you’ll be waiting quite long—it’s a bitter old birth— 'til the sun grows too large and swallows the Earth. The news is a dumpster fire, roaring and red, the coffee machine sounds like ghosts in the shed. The guy in the fast lane just gave me a sign That wasn't "Peace Sister" or "Everything's Fine." If I let the world dictate the state of my soul, I’d be under my desk like a miserable troll, feeding on dust bunnies, fueled by my spite, Hiding away from the morning’s first light. But instead?  I choose joy. I can hear all the cynics, I see the eye-roll, From the "Daves" of the world who lack any control. Dave clutches his kale with a sneer and a sigh, Looking like someone just spat in his eye. "Must be nice in your bubble," he says with a moan, "ignoring the fact that the world is a loan, With structural cracks and a society falli...

Finding What I Cannot See

I do not wait for the sky to ask my permission before it breaks, nor do I expect the wind to respect the life I have carefully built. The world screams of endings, of fences leveled and illusions torn away, insisting that chaos is the only truth left. But I am learning to look at the hands reaching through the gray. My miracle is not always the storm turning back at my doorstep. Sometimes, my miracle is the way my heart holds its beat when the walls begin to shudder. It is the stranger who finds me in the rising dark, offering a light I didn’t know I was seeking. I find a blessing in this stripping away. When the roar of the world’s panic finally goes silent in the power quest, I discover the steady rhythm of my own breath— a small, persistent fire that the gale could not extinguish. I am learning that I am made of sturdier stuff than the things I have lost. My grace is found in the morning after: the way I see the light hitting the broken glass and recognize the shimmer of fallen star...

The Veil

  The Veil The architecture was grand, built of stones I did not quarry and mortar mixed before I was born. I walked the hallways of a history written in someone else’s cursive, believing the walls were solid, believing the view from the window was the only sky that existed. Then came the light— not a soft dawning, but a sharp, clinical glare that turned the stone to paper and the mortar to dust. I watched the pink ribbons drift through the rafters of a collapsing house, and for a moment, the silence felt like the end of the world. It is easy to stand in the ruins and mistake the debris for your identity. It is easy to grow old clutching the jagged edges of a broken story, using the shards to cut anyone who tries to come close. But I have seen the man in the forest, his heart turned to winter, his eyes seeing only the shadow behind every neighbor’s smile. I refuse that inheritance. The veil did not fall to leave me blind; it fell so I could finally see. My faith was never stored in...

The Kitchen Light Actin' All Strobe is Killin' Me

  I glance over it's doing it again. It takes me back to to the psych ward. Lack of sleep staring up. Pretending not to hear in stereo neighboring high pitched screams followed by immediate silence of the Great Needle. The one that takes your soul along with yourself and your screams. I'll be goddamned if I'm going back there again. As the light flickers on I take a new journey down the philosophical path as to why the light keeps changing it's mind. Maddening, really. I wish it would just shut up and sleep so I could. Then my mind wanders back to clubbing with my friends in the 80s when music meant everything to us, and flashing lights didn't mean crazy. I shut the light like a door- slammed it in fact. There. I'm back to my present where none of it really matters anymore in my today.

Granny's Gone Gingersnaps

 What happened to Granny?  She used to be the saint of the sugar-bowl, over-candying our youth and fighting a nap just to turn the page on a nursery rhyme.  A weathered relic of a "Greatest" time, guarding us from rotting teeth and the jaws of Death. Then the record skipped.  The needle hit a jagged groove and stayed there, piercing that lamb-like legacy.  She’s shredding the blueprints of her era, taking the shears to her hemlines, and laughing at the ruins. The Greatest Generation just lost its finest: She’s gone lawless. A reckless hooligan who traded her "sage wisdom" for a getaway car.  What has the world come to? Granny isn't watching the world burn—she’s the one holding the match.

Arrow's are Flying and Cupid's Been Hit

  True love is not the thing we see, or what the fables once portrayed.  Beneath the wings of purity, a clever trap is being laid. He felt the scratch of his own steel, but was it love or merely thirst?  The grim reality is real: The "gift" is often just a curse. It lingers where the hopeful wait, with hollow ribs and hungry eyes,  To offer up a bitter fate dressed in a lover’s thin disguise.

Speaking to Bipolar

  Bipolar, you inspire me to revel in your chemical embrace.  But I refuse the nuptials you seek;  I cannot afford the luxury of living under your thumb.  By your own hand, you perched me on a pedestal only to shame me back into the dirt. Fool me once, my smiling, sinister, fair-weather friend.  I’ve had enough of the drama, the years of bait-and-switch.  Fool me twice, the shame is mine— just a penny waiting for change.

Eviction Notice

  I finally stopped letting the vampires bleed me. I cut the cords, let the toxic attachments drop like dead weight, and I thought I’d won. But then the world turned its volume up, a static hum of global chaos trying to vibrate my bones. They told me the sky was falling, I laughed, until the falling elements actually hit the glass. But here’s the thing about a storm: It’s only a threat if you let it inside. From behind the deadbolt, the wind is just a ghost with no hands. I looked at the walls of my house, then I looked at the walls of my soul, and I realized I’d been leaving the windows wide open, letting every passing tempest track mud across my sanctuary. My spirit is a temple, not a storm shelter. I am the high priest of this headspace, the bouncer at the door of my own heart. When the "spiritual tempests" come knocking— The loud-mouthed, the soul-drainers, the architects of outrage— I don't have to invite them in for tea. I don’t argue with the blizzard. I don't ...

Internal Sanctuary

 I’ve learned to walk from toxic breath, To break the ties that bind and strain, And though I’ve mastered quiet depth, The world still brings its driving rain. They promised snow would claim the day; I doubted it until it fell. But safe inside, I watched the grey— A silent world, a frozen shell. The blizzard raged against the glass, Yet found no gap to enter through. I watched the howling shadows pass, And found a logic, stark and true. My heart is like this sacred room, A temple built for peace alone. No storm of spite or social gloom Can claim a seat upon the throne. I raise my shields; I bar the door, And tell the tempest it must cease. The winds may rattle, scream, and roar, But in this house, I dwell in peace.

The Vanishing Door

 The wood is scarred by your own hand, a heavy weight of oak and rust. It stands where once you used to stand, a monument to all you trust. Though locked and latched, the hinges groan; it whispers through the narrow seam, a tether made of marrow, bone, and every unexhausted dream. To leave is easy—turning heels, walking 'til the soles are thin. But even then, the spirit feels the pull to turn and look again. As long as wood and frame remain, the past is just a room away, a curated and hollow pain that begs for one more yesterday. Then comes the shift, the quiet blur, where edges bleed into the gray. The grain begins to lose its stir, the iron handle melts away. It isn't "gone" like things we lose, or buried deep beneath the silt; It is a choice you finally choose To let the very structure wilt. The door dissolves. The wall is gone. The tether snaps into the air. No threshold now to linger on, no ghosts to keep a vigil there. The void is not a vacant room, but space wh...

The Man with the Diamond Strip Tattoo

  A line of ink, a sharp-edged shard, runs down his skin, a prismed guard. Four points of black, a geometric streak, that makes the bravest pulses weak. He walks with shadows, quiet and deep, with secrets that a diamond keeps. He moves through crowds like a ghost in the light, a master of hiding in plain, open sight. He wears the gray of the common man. But the ink betrays a different plan. He wants to vanish, to be just a face, yet marks his soul with a permanent trace. You fear the man with the charcoal stripe, the jagged edge of a different type. But watch him carry the youngest child, or stand by your side when the world goes wild. The diamond is hard, yes—unyielding and cold, but its loyalty shines like a story of old. It isn't a warning of what he might do, but a fence for the family he’s tethered to. He separates himself to keep them whole, a jagged line for a steady soul. Odd? Perhaps. A bit strange to the eye, like a sudden crack in a summer sky. ...

Ode to Beautifica

  The iron gates of logic swing wide and rust away, As the mind unspools its heavy thread into the light of day. A sudden breath— a tangible release —where thought becomes a wing, And in this hollowed, quiet space, the vibrant colors sing. The Fusion of Light and Loam The sky descends in ribbons of pulsating violet and gold , No longer distant, but a fabric for the fingers to hold. Through the art of illusion, the spectrum begins to bleed, Sowing neon luminescence into the humble, earthly seed. The oak tree wears a crown of fire, yet its roots remain in clay, As electric indigo vines through the forest floor find their way. The Sound: A low, thrumming hum, like the earth’s own steady heart. The Sight: Emerald moss glowing with the heat of a dying star. The Sensation: The smell of rain-drenched soil meeting the scent of ozone. The Great Intertwining Here, the solid bark dissolves into a melody of sight, A rare look at the fusion where the morning meets the night. Petals of crims...

Window

 The glass is cold against my palm, A transparent wall between the now and then. Outside, the garden wears a silver calm, But I am looking through it, seeking when. I see a girl in a cotton dress, Chasing the ghosts of the summer sun, Her laughter caught in a wilder tress Before the slowing of the years  had begun. The maple tree was just a sapling then, Its branches reach for a sky of blue, I held a secret and a graphite pen, And sketched the world as if it all were new. The ghost of my ace, etched with time. The streetlights hum a hollow tune. The shadow of the swing set under the moon. The streetlamp flickers, casting long-gone corners  where I used to wait and dream. The shadows stretch and pull into the night, Like stitches coming loose at every seam. I see the porch light burning for a ghost, The door left unlatched for a younger self, The things I loved—and the things I lost— Now dusty trophies on a mental shelf. The condensation blurs the edges now, The garden fad...